It has been such a long time since I have been on here. So much has happened since January. We've celebrated holidays, birthdays, I've changed jobs, and Marleigh has grown so much. Sunday was Mother's Day, and it was the first time I have cried like that in so long. I felt okay for most of the day, then it all hit me at once. I cried for our son, I cried for myself, I cried for a little girl who could use a little boy to play with right now. One day, I know.....
I also can't believe I am 27 weeks pregnant with a very, very active little girl. It's all so bittersweet. Next week I will be just as far with her, as I was with our beautiful son. It's frightening, but I am trying to take it one day at a time. I am truly a mess, and overwhelmed, but I have good feelings about this pregnancy. I hope it's not just the crazy hormones that I am feeling.
Well, for now everything seems to be okay, so I will trudge along.......and pray that this little girl makes it into our arms.
I have been thinking about you A LOT lately! Your name is on my white board for prayer still and I look at it frequently and wonder how you are doing. I'm sure this is rough. I remember passing the milestones while I was pregnant with Abby and how hard they were. I'll keep praying, even more now, I promise! Let me know how you have been. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteBeing preggo again after loss is definitely an emotional rollercoaster ride.
ReplyDeleteBreathe. Take one day at a time.
You're in my prayers!!!
Hugs~
Jill
Thank you ladies!
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