Well, Chris's truck broke down again today (too many times to count now), we can't afford our electric bill, and Chris and I both have what I think is bronchitis. But, I am still overjoyed! Why.....well because we are blessed. We are blessed in our hearts, in our souls, and in one other huge way. Secrets, secrets...... mine to keep!
I feel like the world is spinning around me, and I am standing still. My mind can not wrap around the days and weeks to come. I am thrilled and scared all at the same time. Life will never be the same, and it has not been for a while now. I am leaning on God to help us figure out the road ahead, and I know from experience that he will provide.
So, for now I will smile this crazy smile, and laugh on the inside. I might be a little crazy, but it is worth it.
